The Final Chapter

During some abductions
I'm aware of them.
Of they're taking sperm samples,
in many different ways.
They've done it in many different ways.
With tubes, with a... Like catheters.
There's one way I have not been able to deal with,
Emotionally or under aggression.
And that's when there's a being on top of me...

I can feel it growing stronger
the hate towards them
I've got nothing to live for
Only to stay as another victim

They've been torturing me my whole life
I can not understande. why!

for how long can I go on
when they have a;ready raped every inch of me
why won't they leave me alone
this is not the life I've chosen

It's time to put an end to this pain
I wanna get away from this hell

Those black empty eyes is haunting me
hate and sorrow builds up inside
I must take my life to be free
this will be my final chapter...